Saturday, February 6, 2010

Famous Last Words

OH! the other day when I was on my stepper doin' cardio one of my all time kick @ss-get my inner mojo goin'- makes me wanna push harder and fight songs came on my ipod shuffle and WOW it really gave me a boost and it has been goin' thru my head ever since.

Once again I put my own meaning into the song.

Famous Last Words
~ My Chemical Romance

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

(Conversation with myself: feeling like quitting my cardio cuz this sucks! I have the choice to quit, can't force myself to do anything. But where is my heart? THE STAGE! My heart wants to excel! Dig deep into your heart and don't quit! You have the choice to quit, can't force yourself to do anything, but don't quit! )

. . . . .

So many Bright lights, that cast a shadow

. . .

(makes me think of the stage)

A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

(I tell myself if it were easy everyone would be doing it. But think of the deep inner satisfaction I get from accomplishing my goals, It a hard life, a demanding love ,but the feeling in the end is worth it. I may be an outcast and different than the majority, but it is an individual sport and I will carry on and do it alone if I have to, nothing anyone says will stop me from achieving )

and the guitar and drums and gritty way he sings is so powerful to me !!!

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